Poetry

My Hearts In It A Few Words ~~ F E A R ~~ There Shouldn't Be So Much Fear Tearing Away At My Soul Songs Of Nearby Sorrow Winds Of Passing Joy Unshakable Reality of Oneness ~~ My Run on Friend ~~ You are the glow that warms the sun is bright and ever present to endless closeness like that glisening stream that soothes the lava rock solid as platinum is our friendship will last another hundred souls timeless treasure you will always be for me. ~~ Seasons ~~ With few words he said goodbye to the ocean and its sky. With it went the breeze and all that he knows of it. He thinks he's sad but not too sure. Its all too much misunderstood. With the turn of the sun comes his fall and he'll forget her all over and over. ~~ Transformation ~~ Stand in believing and in knowing it's done. Shifting the energy of life has begun. In sharing and listening and in mending the past. All worlds become possible free lives are recast. In seeing the depth and in touching the core. Reconstruction is lifted, God opens the door. A promise to hold this kind humbling awe. Of words that were spoken, causing life, causing all. ~~ That Song ~~ Good bye my lover - Good bye my friend Have you heard that song? A past poem and simple cord Just a comma in our life’s paragraph A few words on a notebook, napkin and mind That's all right it'll fade – got that touch can you breath? I’ve moved on - what you've wanted for so long Good bye my lover - Good bye my friend Have you heard that song? Do it well, do it all, live it fully But you won’t, will you, can you, please do You leave so well – you always have Good bye my lover - Good bye my friend Have you heard that song? Feeling free, feeling sound – don’t want my prayers Can’t see my face This strange place is unfortunately familiar ~~ NINE ELEVEN ~~ Tonight I feel a breeze Tonight I'm not at ease I see my favorite Teddy Gripping it so tight I toss and turn with frenzy No lamb or sheep in sight I long for her to touch me To cuddle me just right To sing me that sweet lullaby That tucks me in at night Why hasn't she returned? The light has turned to night Oh mommy please do hurry Something isn't right ~~ SHE IS LOVE ~~ Our fleeting moments of serenity instill a space and lack of breath in me. Unconditionally inviting myself into your soul only to be met with constant barriers. Too difficult to break through your wall, confusion and code. Out of a need to release and care for my heart will I cease this insistence. Follow your instincts, what do they say, what’s being whispered into your Being? Let go of the uncertainty that binds you and know the gift of Us. Out of love is where we are headed, alone and empty. Visit me here, take my hand and mend our hearts. Embrace our future today with all that you have or She’ll leave Us for You. ~~ S T I L L ~~ The distance between us grows not in my heart Keeping you out of my plans for the future is difficult No sooner do I make the decision to cease when I remember The fire we've shared the love we've known It wasn't tainted then - so pure and soft I think of the day that you stood in my mothers presence That will go down in my simple life as one of my happiest moments What happened to us - I don't even seek to understand anymore My breath and my soul fell out of your ideal mold I thought that if I left our flower behind - it would help but it only hurts Time must be the answer - the only thing I can think of that will free me from my thoughts of us If this isn't love - the kind that transcends wars, loss and pain Then I'll never know it I've seen your core and I've felt the depth of what you are capable of and not Still - I wish for us - the other us I don't want to live without my loving partners touch, a whisper, a kiss If I could then I'd have stayed - then I'd go back Sadly, I compare the world to us and our spiritual passion I wonder when I'll be void of the memory of your first kiss - the feel of your body your precious written words They lie deep inside my mind and consume my heart I hope this isn't it - I pray to know everlasting love again I wish the same for you - I think Why do I reach out to you and insist on sharing Perhaps because there is no one that knows me better than you Also, because I miss you, I care so much about you, and Still, I love you ~~ Today ~~ The wind is blowing and the hill is crumbling. The sun has set and yet there are many clouds. Alone if it were not for my sword. I use her to write with and it is the way that I can be with all of this madness. ~~ Sleep ~~ You are like a dream a beautiful dream...he says...he dare not awaken...let him slumber...sleeping giant I reply...take the night. For life awaits you with open arms at sunrise. Its canvas is limited only by what you dare not dream tonight. ~~ ... ~~ Eternally she loves him as he plays the cords on his guitar. She waits for him to play the song that will free his soul. Lovingly she listens as he questions why. He can't hear her. Doesn't see her. Though she stands at his front door. He weeps for thos lost years. Those songs he never wrote. Just play them now she whispers. I'll hold your hand some more.